Jan 02, 2005 15:42
I've been thinking alot about my last entry I made. Maybe it came off wrong. I just think it is sad that I can count who I actually like in Hawaii on one hand. Most people I tolerate. I think the only people in Hawaii who really know me are Lety and Mari..and Mandy is working her way up there =) I havent really talked to Lety alot since her husband has been home, I seen Mari and Mandy almost everyday. I am feeling sort of left out since Mandy has company visiting from NC. God that sounds so 6th grade I know! Im used to just walking over there and talkin to her, but now I feel like Im intruding. Those are the three girls who invite me out and stuff. Everyone else is just Yahoo buddies.....which is so lame I think. I dont plan to live my life on the internet so I try not to be online a lot, but how else will I get to know these people besides messenger...I guess I won't. Never in a million and four years would I ever thought that I would find ANY friends online, seriously if that doesnt sound lame I dont know what does!!
On another note, I told Scarlett in a letter if she needed too she could come and live with Jayson and I. I of course didnt ask him because I know he wouldnt mind. The only problem is she has a kid. I could hide her in my house or whatnot and she could live here but having Paige makes things complicated. My house is not kid proof at all. And what about insurance? How would Scarlett get on and off base? I guess these are things I don't need to think about until and if she decides too move over here. I'd love to have her here, there is nothing in Kentucky for her, and I dont want her getting in trouble. Her mom is a drunk and her dad killed himself...she has no one but some old 28 year old taking care of her. I told her we needed to find her a Marine to marry hehe