Mar 15, 2005 15:34
Wing House for dinner tonight with the girls, should be fun.
Definately wanting to go camping again real soon.
I had a rough day. I want to be independent.
I need to get away from Mark.
As much as I tell myself I love him, things will never work.
I hate stupid freshman.
They can die!
Tennis doesn't excite me anymore, reminds me of Mark.
Too bad I just got a new expensive racquet that I have only used twice.
I wish Mark knew the way he made me feel.
How he has me wrapped up around his finger.
Sometimes I feel he uses my love for him against me.
I want to stop hurting people.
I want to be alone and be OK.
I don't have a date for prom, but maybe that is OK too.
Found the dress I wanted, only 200$.
Prom is going to be expensive this year, around 500$ or so.
I can't wait to see all of my friends looking so beautiful.
Sorry is all I can say to who I have hurt.
I love the movie "The Notebook".
Sometimes I feel like I can and should relate to it.
Being sick really stinks.