yay FLORIDA!
jus came inside from tanning, i think i mighta got a little bit of color..... it's fuckin hot tho..... well it's nice, but when ur sitting directly in the sun and not moving about it's fucking hot... so now im sweating and it's all nasty so i gotta shower, which i wuz going to neway lol....
ugg i cant wai later today around 6pm we're headed ta disney world. oh yea go me lol.... i cant wait. and then later on next week im going ta this big ass mall they have down here... im gunna get sumthin for nick, he doesnt want me to but im going to newyz cuz i can lol....
and then while im down here im gunna ask my gandparents if i can go get my belly peirced... they might say no but if they do i can alwayz do it when i go bac home lol. iv wanted it done fer the longest time lol.... and i might get my ear pierced again too that way instead of 7 i have 8, idk i dont like odd numbers fer sum reason... so ill jus even em out that way i have two on topa nd two on bottom..... and then im done with the whole peircing thing and i will go get more tattoos....
and speaking of tattoos when i get bac if i have enough money nick is gunan go take me to get the one on my leg. i cant wait yippie! i miss nick. i miss jojo, i miss everybody, but hey im havin a hell of a time, actually i really havent done nething yet bsides go out n get a bathing suit lol.... but im gunna be having a hell of a time.... nobodys home right now so im thinkin about going down to the pool, but idk... i think i might just stay here, give nick a call, and take a shower that way i can get all this damn sweat off me cuz it's nasty!
chris' birthday is today, he's bein a retard tho... like he thinks his truck is so cool. but all it is, is a pick up truck withgiant wheels lol.... and the first night i wuz here, he drove by like 5 times ta see if he could catch me alone! i mean thats rediculous. and he's mad at me too cuz when he called b4 i came down nick answered my phone and chris asked ta speak with his gf and nick says i think u have the wong number cuz she's mine and hung up on em, and he''s mad that i got a bf 2 days b4 i came down.... but either way im not his gf. i live in NY he lives down here. we never get to see eachother, he very rarely calls me and when he does he treats me either like shit, or like im his property and i aint down with that shit lol......
i mean i asked nick to wait til i got bac ta ask me out cuz id rather be able to see him than call himk just whenever i get the chance... but we r basically going out now lol.... but still nick is somebody i can call and he can come see me, and i can hug em n kiss em and go see a movie with em, n spend time with em, as where with chris i can only see him when i come down and i cant even see em that much cuz im spending time with my family. and i dont talk to em that much on the phone and even if i did, i cant spend time with em so tha time spent on the phone would just be a complete waste.
i mean i know that im hurting his feelings and i feel bas fer that but what he needs to understand is that i am down here to spend time with my grandparetns. i mean granted i havent seen em in 2 years, and i see my grandparents once a year, they're family and he's not and he needs to learn how to accept that.......
but yea i doubt everybody wants to hear about all that junk, so im gunna go shower now and get all this figgin shit off me lol.........
bye bye all, i hope ur havin fun without me lol which i bet u r
ugg i cant wai later today around 6pm we're headed ta disney world. oh yea go me lol.... i cant wait. and then later on next week im going ta this big ass mall they have down here... im gunna get sumthin for nick, he doesnt want me to but im going to newyz cuz i can lol....
and then while im down here im gunna ask my gandparents if i can go get my belly peirced... they might say no but if they do i can alwayz do it when i go bac home lol. iv wanted it done fer the longest time lol.... and i might get my ear pierced again too that way instead of 7 i have 8, idk i dont like odd numbers fer sum reason... so ill jus even em out that way i have two on topa nd two on bottom..... and then im done with the whole peircing thing and i will go get more tattoos....
and speaking of tattoos when i get bac if i have enough money nick is gunan go take me to get the one on my leg. i cant wait yippie! i miss nick. i miss jojo, i miss everybody, but hey im havin a hell of a time, actually i really havent done nething yet bsides go out n get a bathing suit lol.... but im gunna be having a hell of a time.... nobodys home right now so im thinkin about going down to the pool, but idk... i think i might just stay here, give nick a call, and take a shower that way i can get all this damn sweat off me cuz it's nasty!
chris' birthday is today, he's bein a retard tho... like he thinks his truck is so cool. but all it is, is a pick up truck withgiant wheels lol.... and the first night i wuz here, he drove by like 5 times ta see if he could catch me alone! i mean thats rediculous. and he's mad at me too cuz when he called b4 i came down nick answered my phone and chris asked ta speak with his gf and nick says i think u have the wong number cuz she's mine and hung up on em, and he''s mad that i got a bf 2 days b4 i came down.... but either way im not his gf. i live in NY he lives down here. we never get to see eachother, he very rarely calls me and when he does he treats me either like shit, or like im his property and i aint down with that shit lol......
i mean i asked nick to wait til i got bac ta ask me out cuz id rather be able to see him than call himk just whenever i get the chance... but we r basically going out now lol.... but still nick is somebody i can call and he can come see me, and i can hug em n kiss em and go see a movie with em, n spend time with em, as where with chris i can only see him when i come down and i cant even see em that much cuz im spending time with my family. and i dont talk to em that much on the phone and even if i did, i cant spend time with em so tha time spent on the phone would just be a complete waste.
i mean i know that im hurting his feelings and i feel bas fer that but what he needs to understand is that i am down here to spend time with my grandparetns. i mean granted i havent seen em in 2 years, and i see my grandparents once a year, they're family and he's not and he needs to learn how to accept that.......
but yea i doubt everybody wants to hear about all that junk, so im gunna go shower now and get all this figgin shit off me lol.........
bye bye all, i hope ur havin fun without me lol which i bet u r