Sep 06, 2005 21:52
wow i made some big realizations today it was really strange and makes me feel really uncomfortable cuz im so unsure about stuff now...
ive finally accepted that im going to cc next year. itll probably only be for a year, maybe two. my parents have been saying that to me for the longest time now, but i didnt realize how serious they were till today when i spent 15 min completly absorbed in the admissions packet from pepperdine and completly fell in love with the school. i go out to tell my mom about it, all excited, and she tells me thats great i hope u still feel that way this time next year after cc.*siiiigh* well its ok ill deal and its all for the better.
the past few days ive realized that im not going to go into marine biology like ive been set on doing since i was eleven. i mean this isnt the only reason, but hey if i cant even handle the first week of ap bio how can i handle over 4 years of it in college. there are many other reasons but i dont feel like going into it.
the rest of my realizations are personal ones. many have been brewing in my mind for a while, but i have now really come to terms with...
i had over an hour conversation with my parents today about 401 k plans and investing ect. quite amazing how i can have had only one day of econ and have been able to have had such and intelligent, deep conversation... hmm
ok off to bed im exhausted