To crumble... or not to crumble....
SHIT... ok i am goin insane (more insane than normal) thinking about my ex, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! SIGH, im being torn between phoning her and apologising, even tho i did fuck all.... or not phoning and hoping she phones??.... or or....OR... FUCK, she will go out tonight, she will get pissed and she will be with sum1 else, its killing me! WHY ME, Why do i always end up in these situations? maby i should just run away, steal a car, kill sum ppl for money and drive to australia? or Japan? i duno CHRIST THIS SUX!!!