strangled muffled incognito "ahhh" of panic
I am officially on my first solo trip to philadelphia. EVER.
strangled muffled incognito "ahhh" of panic. (So nobody knows I don't belong...)
I've been up since 4:30 this morning... on the road until about 15 min ago. Upon reaching the city, dependent fully on my mapquest directions, I realized that what I thought was a US atlas was in fact only road maps of western MA. Who needs that many maps of western ma??? But I'm navigating ok. Not great... but ok. No real good signs of apartments yet... or jobs to pay for them... and I'm startng to panic a little bit... what if I can't find a place? Or a job? Or friends? What if I'm making the BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE??!?!??!? (How come everything right now feels like "the biggest _________ of my life!" ?) I've had wayyyy to much coffee, and, frankly, I look a mess. Should have showered. Crapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrap.
any my myspace won't work. fucker. Ok... updates as today goes...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh*breath*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
strangled muffled incognito "ahhh" of panic. (So nobody knows I don't belong...)
I've been up since 4:30 this morning... on the road until about 15 min ago. Upon reaching the city, dependent fully on my mapquest directions, I realized that what I thought was a US atlas was in fact only road maps of western MA. Who needs that many maps of western ma??? But I'm navigating ok. Not great... but ok. No real good signs of apartments yet... or jobs to pay for them... and I'm startng to panic a little bit... what if I can't find a place? Or a job? Or friends? What if I'm making the BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE??!?!??!? (How come everything right now feels like "the biggest _________ of my life!" ?) I've had wayyyy to much coffee, and, frankly, I look a mess. Should have showered. Crapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrap.
any my myspace won't work. fucker. Ok... updates as today goes...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh*breath*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh