Hello to all

[nrsm02]

Today is my day off, so I'm bumming around. I have all of these movies to watch. And yes, one of them is a new John Travolta movie; A Love Song For Bobby Long. It's very sad and very good, if you're into dramas and indies. I also watched Birth; a very interesting movie. I'm going to watch Suspect Zero, House of Flying Daggers, Meet the Fockers and Primer. That's enough for a couple of days, right? Anyway, my time with my mom sucked. She went back to her old tricks and we got into a fight. I freaked out on her, because she loves going to swap meets and things like that. I can not stand those places. I get anxiety attacks or something. I start to freak out. My mom thinks it's a joke so she doesn't take it seriously. I try to be nice and stay for like 20 minutes, but then it hits me and I tell her we need to go. She gets all defensive and says that I don't tell her what to do. I freak out on her and start yelling. I'm never like that. I feel so bad for doing it, but she doesn't seem to respect the way I feel. She's never understood me and she keeps reminiscing when she 'says' we were close. Probably when I was a baby, because I can't honestly remember a time when we were close. Anyway, I don't have much else to say. Talk to you later.

Peace, love and chocolate for everyone (I'm craving it for some reason),
Sarah