Just about a month to go:
Well, it looks like my last day of work is the 1st. Giving my notice was very gratifying. It felt really good. I like my job, but I don't think I will miss it. It's my co-workers I will miss. They were good friends to me and even better co-workers. They were the reason I went through the sometimes hell blockbuster can be. I'll be gone the 18th through the 23rd to Vegas!!! I can't gamble, but it's cool to walk around and visit a friend that also lives there. Trying to check things off my "things to do before I leave" list. Hopefully I will get through them. If I don't I'm apologizing before hand; to myself and the people that I don't get to. I expected to have more time, but time is an ugly thing when you procrastinate.(shakes fist) Anyway, this is more of a mental note-to-self so I can remember. I'm going to see my mom the last two weeks I'm here. We are going to Disneyland and then I'm going to fly out to Washington to visit family there. During this time my parents are driving to Missouri, renting a place and getting situated. I'll fly out there after Washington and see how my life goes on from there. Wow! That's a lot. I don't think I've ever had that much going for me at once.
I think I'm going to walk to Wall Mart today and buy Stage Beauty today; love that film. Maybe some other things too, I haven't decided. I really have to save my money for plane tickets and everything else.
I'm a little scared for what's to come. I have now idea at all. I usually like to be in control of things; it's a safety thing. But, I'm not in control of anything. It's making me irritable and anxious. I don't like this feeling. I'm leaving everything I have ever cared about. I'm sorry I'm leaving, but this is the direction my life is going and I have to go along with it. I will be back some day. I'll still have this journal for you all to know what's going on with me. And I'll try to update when I can.
Peace, love and a goodbye hug for all of you,
Sarah
PS: Catch the new Star Wars trailer on the O.C. at eight tonight.
I think I'm going to walk to Wall Mart today and buy Stage Beauty today; love that film. Maybe some other things too, I haven't decided. I really have to save my money for plane tickets and everything else.
I'm a little scared for what's to come. I have now idea at all. I usually like to be in control of things; it's a safety thing. But, I'm not in control of anything. It's making me irritable and anxious. I don't like this feeling. I'm leaving everything I have ever cared about. I'm sorry I'm leaving, but this is the direction my life is going and I have to go along with it. I will be back some day. I'll still have this journal for you all to know what's going on with me. And I'll try to update when I can.
Peace, love and a goodbye hug for all of you,
Sarah
PS: Catch the new Star Wars trailer on the O.C. at eight tonight.