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Today has been sweet. Im so inspired by the fact that im going home. Oh my gosh. I cannont wait. Its like that feeling you get when one person asks if you've lost weight.. except this time its my fam and friends and anyone ive ever known. wahoooo. i am looking forward to it like no other. I wonder of I can get down to 101 by then. If I dont fuck myself up too much with Xmas and new years I should be fine.
Today I've had a bite of banana, and thats it. Yay. I have a dance class in 40 mins that I am totally not looking forward to, but at least itll keep my busy.
Im so over this job I want to throw up. A word of advice to all of you. Never ever work in a place you live. Especially if it is a house and you have an eating disorder and the type of personality that goes along with it. Barf I hate it.
Anyways I should header. I hope you ladies are doing well and avoiding food. wahoo.
ps- does anyone else find that they start picking up all smells when you start a fast? I remember hearing that if you were deaf or blind or something that your other senses are stronger. I guess when all you taste is water and aspertaine the same thing happens? hah.
Today I've had a bite of banana, and thats it. Yay. I have a dance class in 40 mins that I am totally not looking forward to, but at least itll keep my busy.
Im so over this job I want to throw up. A word of advice to all of you. Never ever work in a place you live. Especially if it is a house and you have an eating disorder and the type of personality that goes along with it. Barf I hate it.
Anyways I should header. I hope you ladies are doing well and avoiding food. wahoo.
ps- does anyone else find that they start picking up all smells when you start a fast? I remember hearing that if you were deaf or blind or something that your other senses are stronger. I guess when all you taste is water and aspertaine the same thing happens? hah.