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okay so i started fasting tuesday night and it was going great until i had the death drink. guiness. what the f was i thinking. hah who am i kidding i was trying to be irish. but anyways my fast ended sat. morning because i felt like death and wanted to throw up even though i had no food in my stomach. i guess its alright because i didnt even have a goal of how long the fast would last. im down to 62 k.. considering i was like 65-66 last weekend im stoked. but i am still such a fat mess. i have to eat something tonight because im at familys but other than that i want to start another fast. im so tired of being fat. i watched the model channel for like 4 hours yesterday. watching it for like 10 mins give me all the inspiration i need for the day. woo.