Jul 26, 2004 23:08
I went from indescribably angry, to crushed, to just plain sad, to better, to depressed - all in a couple weeks time. My mind is all over the place lately, and unresolved issues abound. I just need a break.
If I'm not around to rp and not very talkative, please don't take it personally. kodona takes the only priority I've left in rp. I've also been doing alot of research type stuff online lately, so if you see me on, but my away message is up, don't think it's because I'm ignoring you.
The lies are still being spread rampantly about me. If you've not had to hear them, lucky you, because it's a terribly immature waste of time. I am told to look on the bright side. I can't find it yet. I am also still trying to protect certain people, while being questioned by others. This is proving increasingly difficult.
Ultimately, if you're buying into the bullshit, eventually it will be your turn to endure it as I am now. To the people that have been wise enough to see beyond it, it's appreciated more then you know.