Well Hot Damn
I'm failing high school. And I really don't care.
My suspicions were confirmed today when I got a letter saying a had three unexcused absences in health today. Meaning I don't get that credit, meaning (as health is a required credit), I'm not graduating. Though only at the moment. I can get it fixed no problem, but there is that outside chance it won't be able to be fixed but that frankly...doesn't phase me? I mean, I want to go to college, get some degrees, but...I don't want to actually do anything with those degrees. I just want to get through college, then get my head down and out of this fucking society as soon as humanly possible. So really, why do I need college? Answer is, I obviously don't. It would give me options, it would relieve me of bullshit from family, but mostly, I just don't give a crap about the future.
Or much anything at all really. Shouldn't tolerance of idiots, bullshit, and drama go up with exposure? Instead, its gone down as of late. I don't look forward to lunch anymore, that is now just another time to be annoyed like in any other class. Classes have the same, mind numbing, thought reducing assignments as always. The idiots that have infested the areas where the few decent people used to hang out have the same damned stupid, mind numbing, thought reducing conversations that they've been having all year. Aside from the real Andy's crowd, there are about five people that I can still enjoy socializing with. Four of which are now in a band with me (which is called, as two members didn't agree on Quantum Condensation, Los Paranoias. Its sounding pretty decent, just need to get the guitarist to get used to playing with people, and generally become more accustomed to playing with each other).
Why the hell doesn't anything ever fucking change? And why exactly are people so stupid again? And where the hell do my socks keep disappearing too?
Looking forward to dealing with good old Lamar bureaucracy tomorrow!
My suspicions were confirmed today when I got a letter saying a had three unexcused absences in health today. Meaning I don't get that credit, meaning (as health is a required credit), I'm not graduating. Though only at the moment. I can get it fixed no problem, but there is that outside chance it won't be able to be fixed but that frankly...doesn't phase me? I mean, I want to go to college, get some degrees, but...I don't want to actually do anything with those degrees. I just want to get through college, then get my head down and out of this fucking society as soon as humanly possible. So really, why do I need college? Answer is, I obviously don't. It would give me options, it would relieve me of bullshit from family, but mostly, I just don't give a crap about the future.
Or much anything at all really. Shouldn't tolerance of idiots, bullshit, and drama go up with exposure? Instead, its gone down as of late. I don't look forward to lunch anymore, that is now just another time to be annoyed like in any other class. Classes have the same, mind numbing, thought reducing assignments as always. The idiots that have infested the areas where the few decent people used to hang out have the same damned stupid, mind numbing, thought reducing conversations that they've been having all year. Aside from the real Andy's crowd, there are about five people that I can still enjoy socializing with. Four of which are now in a band with me (which is called, as two members didn't agree on Quantum Condensation, Los Paranoias. Its sounding pretty decent, just need to get the guitarist to get used to playing with people, and generally become more accustomed to playing with each other).
Why the hell doesn't anything ever fucking change? And why exactly are people so stupid again? And where the hell do my socks keep disappearing too?
Looking forward to dealing with good old Lamar bureaucracy tomorrow!