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Everything in my life has taken a drastic turn, and although I still spazz out and over-analyze all things possible, I am better than ever. Atleast that's how I feel for a majority of the time. It's almost hysterical how much life fluctuates, in nearly predictable patterns.Up, down, a litle up, way down, alright, up again. Repeat. Even though I have been happy and comfortable before, now is different. I've got a lot of beautiful relationships, and some that I need to revive. I tend to distance myself at times, only to somewhat improve myself and become certain again. It's nothing personal, I just need lonely times so I don't flip out. But, things are well like I said. I have been working out, which I am about to get way more serious about. I haven't been reading, writing or anything. Instead, I have been spending time with the most amazing, intelligent person in the world, as well as my other best friends. I have been watching my plants grow, and today I'm putting them in pots. Eggplant, peppers, tomatoes, carrots, brocolli, purple potatoes, (thanks ryan!) and cucumbers. I have been relaxing, sleeping in late, cuddling constantly and listening to great music. I have set some new goals for myself, and they are becoming more and more logical. Aside from almost getting sucked into bullshit drama, shit is steady and pleasurable. I want to get along with everyone, and know more about people that surround me. I'm so tired, of progressing only to fall down the same traps everytime.
Here are some of my goals...
The last one might take a while.....
Here are some of my goals...
The last one might take a while.....