Mar 30, 2004 17:32
STOMP PARTY!!!
--- Yeah we do it like the black girls straight outta Compton. ---
This weekend was eventful. In a nutshell... I went to 2 shows, hung out with Laura and Irene, and realized what a vulnerable little girl I am.
I also got told that I'm "always seem angry". (cool huh?!) But you know what, I think I realized why I always feel like there is cloud keeping the sun from shinning.... I think that I care too much, I expect too much, and I'm way too jealous. Honestly, I think jealousy is what creates a fire in my soul. And this is why I always feel alone! Recently, more than not I wish to be someone different, posses a different quality, or completely change someone's perception of me. I break down in utter disappointment every time I think about the life I lead. I'm lost in a sea of dirty water and I really don't know how to escape! All I wish is to be happy!
<3 <3 <3