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"Working" has given me a lot of time to think about things, for you see, thinking helps pass the time. Once I start on a train of thought, time goes by quicker. As time goes by quicker, work ends quicker, and that's always a plus. Now, what I think about -- that's the story.
I've recently became obsessed about the idea of kissing someone. No one in particular, just a someone; any person. I don't know why, but I want to experience that feeling of lips touching. Or of the awkward advances made just before lips are locked. I'm not quite sure what has brought my train of thought to this idea, but the more I think about it, the more I want to do it. But you see, I just don't want to go away and give free kisses to just anyone. Darn me and my stubborn ways -- but I'd prefer to give them to special people. I just...need to find a special person? But I've given up looking; and letting it find me hasn't been working either. I just don't know what to do. Completely. Lost. But I have my thoughts.
I've been thinking about cosplays I want to do. I know, I know. Maybe I shouldn't. But I want to. And I want to be one of those who grab attention, getting stopped every second to take a picture. That feeling was wonderful my last costume I did; addicting. And all I want is more. More more more. To be admired, to be complimented, to be photographed and praised.
...Me thinks me spots a trend.
I have wonderful friends. I have a wonderful family.
But.
I found some old love letters from an ex. The person who ended up fooling me for a whole year, cleverly hiding the fact that 'he' was a 'she', using pictures of a friend, having said friend call me, and everything. UGH. But yeah, found some old love letters, and it made me miss that year where someone was so into me like that person was. Er, pretended to be.
Blahblahblah.
I'm hopeless~
I've recently became obsessed about the idea of kissing someone. No one in particular, just a someone; any person. I don't know why, but I want to experience that feeling of lips touching. Or of the awkward advances made just before lips are locked. I'm not quite sure what has brought my train of thought to this idea, but the more I think about it, the more I want to do it. But you see, I just don't want to go away and give free kisses to just anyone. Darn me and my stubborn ways -- but I'd prefer to give them to special people. I just...need to find a special person? But I've given up looking; and letting it find me hasn't been working either. I just don't know what to do. Completely. Lost. But I have my thoughts.
I've been thinking about cosplays I want to do. I know, I know. Maybe I shouldn't. But I want to. And I want to be one of those who grab attention, getting stopped every second to take a picture. That feeling was wonderful my last costume I did; addicting. And all I want is more. More more more. To be admired, to be complimented, to be photographed and praised.
...Me thinks me spots a trend.
I have wonderful friends. I have a wonderful family.
But.
I found some old love letters from an ex. The person who ended up fooling me for a whole year, cleverly hiding the fact that 'he' was a 'she', using pictures of a friend, having said friend call me, and everything. UGH. But yeah, found some old love letters, and it made me miss that year where someone was so into me like that person was. Er, pretended to be.
Blahblahblah.
I'm hopeless~