It's getting closer to the end and God is coming now. If you get a chance to read this I would like you to know that he loves you. You are a loved person. It doesn't matter if your parents care about you or if you have friends. What matters in this life is God and your relationship with him and if your pleasing him. Love and God are the only things that matter anymore. Do you want to know the meaning of life? The wisest man Solomon says it in one of the books of the bible that he wrote. Check it out. It has to do with God. If you need love. If you desperately need a reason to live then know deep inside your heart that there is a God who sent his only begotten son who humbled himself by coming down from his throne in heavan to our level and died on the cross for our sin. By his stripes we are healed. By his life we are humbled and there is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. There is no greater love then this. We all have problems we all have weaknesses but the joy of the Lord is our strength. If we believe. If he softens your heart then look for a church, pick up a bible, and just pray your heart out. He listens. When no one else does he listens.