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I think that I need to stop updating so much, but then I realize that in this day and age typing comes easier to me than handwriting does and I'm an attention-craved bitch--so livejournal is my journal of choice.
Three things dawned on me today:
1) I am fat. I always thought I was just kind of chunky but I looked at myself in a full length mirror for about two hours and boy, oh boy, do I have a gut.
2) This divorce thing is going to take a long-ass motherfucking time to happen. My mother has convinced herself that she's too much of a wreck to be able to handle anything and somehow turned my dad into a knight in shining armor. It's disgusting how disillusioned she has become, because I can recall how no more than three months ago she would tell me how much she needed him out of her life.
3) I am a hypocrite. I'm glad that I'm better at listening than talking because if I weren't then I'd be in some deep shit with a whole lot of people.
3.5) I really fucking want a digital camera so I can draw better pictures.
Three things dawned on me today:
1) I am fat. I always thought I was just kind of chunky but I looked at myself in a full length mirror for about two hours and boy, oh boy, do I have a gut.
2) This divorce thing is going to take a long-ass motherfucking time to happen. My mother has convinced herself that she's too much of a wreck to be able to handle anything and somehow turned my dad into a knight in shining armor. It's disgusting how disillusioned she has become, because I can recall how no more than three months ago she would tell me how much she needed him out of her life.
3) I am a hypocrite. I'm glad that I'm better at listening than talking because if I weren't then I'd be in some deep shit with a whole lot of people.
3.5) I really fucking want a digital camera so I can draw better pictures.