currently listening to mazzy star-cry, cry
i just worked a twelve hour shift, which made me think alot about what i need in life right now.
i hate the relationships between men i am undergoing right now, i'm confused, restless, reluctant, and definitely not satisfied. i'm giving up on the whole love/sex thing. i never thought i would have this taste in my mouth, but i'm glad it finally came. i'm tired and surrender to all. i'm pure and simple as of now. the only thing i want is to work my ass off, and find happiness within myself. fuck everyone else, fuck what they think.
there's nothing more i want then to be absolutely alone right now.
finally.
i hate the relationships between men i am undergoing right now, i'm confused, restless, reluctant, and definitely not satisfied. i'm giving up on the whole love/sex thing. i never thought i would have this taste in my mouth, but i'm glad it finally came. i'm tired and surrender to all. i'm pure and simple as of now. the only thing i want is to work my ass off, and find happiness within myself. fuck everyone else, fuck what they think.
there's nothing more i want then to be absolutely alone right now.
finally.