It's about damn time.

Jul 02, 2006 21:41

It's 9:45 Sunday Night. I worked at Kohl's today, 10-6. I still haven't heard from Bryan. (1 week and 1 day). My room has stayed clean since I cleaned it the other day which is a blessing. I just realized I missed Family Guy. That sucks. My mom called today to see how I was doing. I'm still not %100 used to that. It's amazing how fast people come in and out of you're life. I feel like I know this all too well. Life can change in a matter of seconds. It seemed like one second I was living a great life. A normal life. Graduated High School, Colorguard, Step-Brother, Sister, Step-Mom, Dad, and College in the near the future. But life is very fragile. My normal life was broken the Summer of 2005, Lies and Cheating, Debt, and Sickness. Unfortunately what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. The past few months I've seen and experienced more than I ever has before. I've felt true, real love for the first time. I've felt what it's like to have to go with out tv's and computers and a car and even sometimes water, electricity, and gas. I've felt so alone and cried myself to sleep too many times than I can even begin to count. I've figured out who my forever friends are, and I've lost a few that I thought would be there forever. I've had to work hard and learn to manage my money to pay bills. I've had to be responsible for myself. Sometimes other people aren't going to be around to help you. So you have to help yourself. Only you know what you want and what you need and what you are going through. I'm in a great mood tonight. I've feel amazing for making it through the rough times. It's not over, but I've seen what I've gone through and I'm not scared to see what's up next. So Bring IT! hah... I love you!
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