there's always yourself.
so yeah i got on tonight hoping i could get some insight on my life from one of my friends. hmm nope. no one was on. i tried myspace and aim. and nothing. so my last resort is here. talking to myself. at least i know someone is kinda always there to listen... even if it is myself. geez. so work i think im going to take a "supervisor in training" position at kohls. more money, more hours, and ill learn a few things. cant hurt to go for it. ill just have to cut my hours at firehouse a lil... thank god. hmmm. bryan and i are going good. we talk when we get the chance. my dad moved back in today from florida. we might be moving out into an apartment sometime soon. hopefully. hmmm. my foot hurts. i think i have something wrong with it. ill be going to the doctor soon. as for school. i wanna go but i have no time or money or will to go. so fuck it for now. ive been talking to my REAL mom after 16 years. she plans on coming to see me sept. 10th. so that should be different. but yeah im tired and i gotta go to work at 9. peace... to myself. goh