i can't do this

[nowtheworld888]

i want you to be good
i want to know that you're alright
but know that sometimes
it's okay to give up the fight
we'll all love you
yeah, we'll love you just the same
i'd just give anything right now
to hear you say my name
to tell me a story
however meaningless it may be
because to be honest
it means the world to me.
i don't want to let you go
but i know sometimes we gotta leave
it's fine if you need to give up
but it's getting harder to breathe
knowing that i could never see you again
it really tears at my heart
to think about how inseperable we were back then
how we used to just sit and talk
we'd hang out, waisting time
we were quite a pair,
you and i
but just know, grandpa,
that in my heart, you'll never die.