away from the sun
I haven't felt ok in awhile, I think it's the cummulation of not making a trip to my home state Ohio in a long time, not seeing my family in over 2 months, and having to depend on myself to get out of the house before I go fucking crazy. I think next weekend I'm going to go to Jacksonville and then possibly up to Ohio for awhile.
There has been conversations and talks between me and my family, and I think we may have come up with a conclusion. After dad gets better from the transplant and his surgery, whenever that happens, we'll probably not call Fort Myers/Cape Coral home anymore. We will probably move away, I don't where, but for my sake, I hope it's in a big metropolian area with a skyline over towering the sky at night. I miss seeing it, in Cleveland, went I go to bed. I don't know anything it this time.
Last night I went to xfest, good show. Unwritten Law didn't have the spark like they used to when I seen them twice before, I believe UL will not be around much longer. Even though, I MET Unwritten Law at the show last night. Breaking Benjamin really shocked me, they were great. Sum 41 was great as always, but always copying off of Green Day's actions and stage presents. But the really awsome band of the night, 3 Doors Down. Wow. Awsome Band. No words to decribe how powerful their set was. Very moving. Last night was a good night.
I woke up this morning, not really feeling that great. I've been in a real shitty mood, not meaning pissed or angry, just feeling not good. I'm going to make a point. I will be going to church tomorrow, yes I have had a fallen out with my faith in the past 2 months, but I'm going to try again. I'll be going to 1st service or 2nd. Okay thats it, and umm I going through Finals at the college so, I hope I pass. yep.
There has been conversations and talks between me and my family, and I think we may have come up with a conclusion. After dad gets better from the transplant and his surgery, whenever that happens, we'll probably not call Fort Myers/Cape Coral home anymore. We will probably move away, I don't where, but for my sake, I hope it's in a big metropolian area with a skyline over towering the sky at night. I miss seeing it, in Cleveland, went I go to bed. I don't know anything it this time.
Last night I went to xfest, good show. Unwritten Law didn't have the spark like they used to when I seen them twice before, I believe UL will not be around much longer. Even though, I MET Unwritten Law at the show last night. Breaking Benjamin really shocked me, they were great. Sum 41 was great as always, but always copying off of Green Day's actions and stage presents. But the really awsome band of the night, 3 Doors Down. Wow. Awsome Band. No words to decribe how powerful their set was. Very moving. Last night was a good night.
I woke up this morning, not really feeling that great. I've been in a real shitty mood, not meaning pissed or angry, just feeling not good. I'm going to make a point. I will be going to church tomorrow, yes I have had a fallen out with my faith in the past 2 months, but I'm going to try again. I'll be going to 1st service or 2nd. Okay thats it, and umm I going through Finals at the college so, I hope I pass. yep.