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My Second Solider's Off!
well last night EJ left for the marines again. it was full of emotion and i wanted to cry just saying goodbye. me, nick, roy, joe, + joe went to ejs and waited till he got home. when he got there we all watched him pack up his things and as time went on my stomach twisted more into a knot. finally at around 12:20 we had to say our goodbyes. i got a really big hug. and i wrote him a note. he promised to write and i cant wait till my first letter! lol i miss him so much already!! saying goodbye was so hard but i wouldnt let myself cry in front of him. so when roy drove me home it all just kinda came out and he was there for me soo much!! thank u roy ur amazing i really appreciate what you did for me !! and then i got home and cried my little eyes out and talked to my nick and he helped more then he could ever know! just listening to me cry and telling me its going to be okay helped so much. thanks baby. i love you<3 i finally fell asleep around 1. woke up at 5:30. had a hard day at school tried to keep my head up :) im gunna miss you ej and im counting the days till you come home !!!
well last night EJ left for the marines again. it was full of emotion and i wanted to cry just saying goodbye. me, nick, roy, joe, + joe went to ejs and waited till he got home. when he got there we all watched him pack up his things and as time went on my stomach twisted more into a knot. finally at around 12:20 we had to say our goodbyes. i got a really big hug. and i wrote him a note. he promised to write and i cant wait till my first letter! lol i miss him so much already!! saying goodbye was so hard but i wouldnt let myself cry in front of him. so when roy drove me home it all just kinda came out and he was there for me soo much!! thank u roy ur amazing i really appreciate what you did for me !! and then i got home and cried my little eyes out and talked to my nick and he helped more then he could ever know! just listening to me cry and telling me its going to be okay helped so much. thanks baby. i love you<3 i finally fell asleep around 1. woke up at 5:30. had a hard day at school tried to keep my head up :) im gunna miss you ej and im counting the days till you come home !!!