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That was a long bible study. Got home after 11. Sharing makes me think more.. I think it's part of what they call accountability. Religion and faith are too confusing for me :-(. But they're good people.. they all gave me their numbers so I can call them for coffee randomly to talk about my doubts and get a dose of their faith if I need it.
Read up at bme on tongue piercings.. I told Eye Candy I'd be in tomorrow for new (larger) nipple rings and to get my tongue pierced. Not feeling as excited at the prospect as I have been for the past couple weeks.. issues like not being able to talk at job interviews or on the job, tearing the piercing playing with it too much, fear of pain and of playing with the jewelery too much and looking like an idiot are giving me pause. I know if tomorrow passes and I don't have a pierced tongue I'll be really mad at myself though.. so maybe I'll go through with it just because of that. I'm no longer that afraid of the pain.. the general consensus seems to be that the clamp hurts more than the piercing itself (which was also the claim about navel piercings but didn't actually turn out to be true). It was the actual piercing pain I was afraid of.. the healing process I can deal with.
Read up at bme on tongue piercings.. I told Eye Candy I'd be in tomorrow for new (larger) nipple rings and to get my tongue pierced. Not feeling as excited at the prospect as I have been for the past couple weeks.. issues like not being able to talk at job interviews or on the job, tearing the piercing playing with it too much, fear of pain and of playing with the jewelery too much and looking like an idiot are giving me pause. I know if tomorrow passes and I don't have a pierced tongue I'll be really mad at myself though.. so maybe I'll go through with it just because of that. I'm no longer that afraid of the pain.. the general consensus seems to be that the clamp hurts more than the piercing itself (which was also the claim about navel piercings but didn't actually turn out to be true). It was the actual piercing pain I was afraid of.. the healing process I can deal with.