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i am looking forward to winter and the "holidays" quite a lot. i like getting cozy and singing carols and remembering how much i love everybody. in the winter time my hands become so dry they get these tiny cracks in them and they randomly begin to bleed. and mittens don't help.
last friday i went on a bar crawl in downtown minneapolis and got more drunk than i would've cared to be but i had a really good time dancing (i don't dance when i know what the fuck is going on). ryan and i are somewhat of karaoke celebrities now too because we sing cute songs together like "rock with you" by mj and "love me do" together. this is the extent of our nightlife. we have been hanging out a lot with other couples because we have fun together. and also i am forming bonds with some of ryan's friends because they actually talk to me know, two and a half years later. but then again ryan's friends give a lot more of a shit about me than people who should.
what can you do? i only talk to one of my "bridesmaids" on a regular basis. she is the one 500 miles away. one of the other ones is probably getting abused.
sometimes i think i should've went to college in a dorm because then i'd have more people. i talked to tina a few weeks ago and we haven't spoken since. i miss people like her.
the minneapolis park and recreation board is making our non-profit agency pay something like 30,000 dollars by january 1st to stay there and use their rooms to teach those kids how to read and write and count. we might have to go. what are those kids going to do they are going to slide further and further down and be lost and in poverty not knowing about their rights as u.s. citizens and raising another generation in that dump. i'm getting very upset about this because where else can they go what else can they do who will teach them?
the third camp director quit in three years.
hm, what else is new.
i am whiny, but i finally got my own desk and netflix!
last friday i went on a bar crawl in downtown minneapolis and got more drunk than i would've cared to be but i had a really good time dancing (i don't dance when i know what the fuck is going on). ryan and i are somewhat of karaoke celebrities now too because we sing cute songs together like "rock with you" by mj and "love me do" together. this is the extent of our nightlife. we have been hanging out a lot with other couples because we have fun together. and also i am forming bonds with some of ryan's friends because they actually talk to me know, two and a half years later. but then again ryan's friends give a lot more of a shit about me than people who should.
what can you do? i only talk to one of my "bridesmaids" on a regular basis. she is the one 500 miles away. one of the other ones is probably getting abused.
sometimes i think i should've went to college in a dorm because then i'd have more people. i talked to tina a few weeks ago and we haven't spoken since. i miss people like her.
the minneapolis park and recreation board is making our non-profit agency pay something like 30,000 dollars by january 1st to stay there and use their rooms to teach those kids how to read and write and count. we might have to go. what are those kids going to do they are going to slide further and further down and be lost and in poverty not knowing about their rights as u.s. citizens and raising another generation in that dump. i'm getting very upset about this because where else can they go what else can they do who will teach them?
the third camp director quit in three years.
hm, what else is new.
i am whiny, but i finally got my own desk and netflix!