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Sooooo whats going on? I apparently am going to make a habit of writing this shit down because my frinds what i dunt tlk to much can see whats going on. Haha what a hypocrite I am. Sry people I made fun of. Wow soo my last entry kinds sounds depressing but it rly isnt. Only thing that is shitty now is that im completely single and the individual I trusted seems to continuiously hurt me. Which is kinda fucked up because now there is no faith in the opposite sex. There have been some people I have wanted to ask out but im scared. I dunt want some short term shit I want a long term relationship. hahaha only 17........ rediculios I know, but its how I feel so if you think its dumb....fuck u. :-) hmmmm every person I seem to start to like is not interested in me as well. well maybe they are but I cent see it. completely oblivious to how females view me, which is rediculious cauz I know pretty much everything about them. maybe im too picky. thats probably one part of the problem. i definately have not asked people out on small insignificant things. hahaha and then this person that hurt me got mad because I cuddled with a friend!! hahahah we are not even fucking going out and this person still has a small portion of control over me. how insane is that shit? stupid when I actually see the words. in all truth im confused cauz the individual in question I thought I was gonna marry and still did even after we were broken up. now I dunt know what I want. ugh love. what a fucked up subject. why is it so hard to find someone that melds with my personality and view of a girlfriend. interesting indeed. I definately need to go places to meet people more. I swear to god if im single for another fucking couple of months imma go insane. someone to wake up to would be nice. thank god once in awhile there is one person I can do that with. haha im so thankful to have met her. wellll goodnight and sweet dreams.
Klint
Klint