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i had a great talk with my mom this morning over lunch. it was about what i want to do.
i want to like a school in Virginia. but i dont. no matter how hard i try, they just don't fit me.
i dont want to go to college next year. not because i'm scared or unprepared, but because i dont think thats what i'll get the most out of. my mom didn't like that idea. i think she's scared i'll leave and never go back. which, probably would happen.
i've decided to apply to the instate schools, but not focus on them. i'm going to focus on being happy.
i'm applying to outofstate ones too (american, georgetown, and george washington). i just pray that i dont get rejected. i think God's telling me to just try them, and not focus so much on the finances.
we'll see what happens. i know i'm not in charge of my future, but i know what i'm being told right now.
work tonight. <3
i want to like a school in Virginia. but i dont. no matter how hard i try, they just don't fit me.
i dont want to go to college next year. not because i'm scared or unprepared, but because i dont think thats what i'll get the most out of. my mom didn't like that idea. i think she's scared i'll leave and never go back. which, probably would happen.
i've decided to apply to the instate schools, but not focus on them. i'm going to focus on being happy.
i'm applying to outofstate ones too (american, georgetown, and george washington). i just pray that i dont get rejected. i think God's telling me to just try them, and not focus so much on the finances.
we'll see what happens. i know i'm not in charge of my future, but i know what i'm being told right now.
work tonight. <3