one year ago today my life was hell.
one year. how quickly the time flies. i can't believe it. on this day
one year ago, mine, my sisters, and my familys' lives were ruined. all
i want to do is forget that horrible day, but NOT ONE DAY has gone by
this year where it hasn't replayed in my mind. i'll never forget
watching the policeman walk into my garage, or the first time i saw
her. it was hell, my hell.
This was my journal entry i posted one year ago today:
to courtney....my best friend. As I sit here, my eyes blurred with tears, i just hope and pray that you continue to be strong and fight...the doctors say that you are doing so well already. i couldn't walk by your bedside at all today without crying my eyes out. you are tough and have hung in there, please keep fighting. you have so many wonderful people that love you and that are praying for you, and they certainly have shown it, i wish you could some how know the impact that you have had on this community, not just freeland but even into saginaw as well. I love you with all my heart, and would give ANYTHING to be in your spot. just know that God is with you and was with you during your accident. I love you very very very much...not just as my little sister, but as my best friend. P.S. I have been sleeping in your room while your away, i hope you don't mind.
i never thought that with a years time i would still be able to cry as hard as i do when i think about it, but here i am balling my eyes out like i did then.
i love you and thanks for fighting.
This was my journal entry i posted one year ago today:
to courtney....my best friend. As I sit here, my eyes blurred with tears, i just hope and pray that you continue to be strong and fight...the doctors say that you are doing so well already. i couldn't walk by your bedside at all today without crying my eyes out. you are tough and have hung in there, please keep fighting. you have so many wonderful people that love you and that are praying for you, and they certainly have shown it, i wish you could some how know the impact that you have had on this community, not just freeland but even into saginaw as well. I love you with all my heart, and would give ANYTHING to be in your spot. just know that God is with you and was with you during your accident. I love you very very very much...not just as my little sister, but as my best friend. P.S. I have been sleeping in your room while your away, i hope you don't mind.
i never thought that with a years time i would still be able to cry as hard as i do when i think about it, but here i am balling my eyes out like i did then.
i love you and thanks for fighting.