I AM NOT A LESBIAN
my last entry made me sound like a lesbian, and i would just like to make it clear that i am not a lesbian. not that theres anything wrong with that. god i make myself laugh. i have a hard enough time getting the attention of the opposite sex, i do not need to be completley ruled out of consideration on the basis that i am a lesbian in love with emma. Second semester of senior year starts tomorrow. i need to start making things happen. This is a unique time and i have so many opportunites i need to start taking advantage of before they are ripped away from me. from here until august is sacred, i need to make it the best it can be. its not uncommon for me to have an epiphany like this, but i'm following through, this is the last time things will ever be normal. god thats creepy, but EXCITING!