In Finality...
Well hello everyone. I don't know how many of you still read these things, but it doesn't really matter. As you might have guessed from the subject, this is the last post. Any earlier thoughts I had about keeping this thing going for longer have since drifted off into the void. If any of you want to keep in touch, most of you have my number, my email, and if all else fails just get on facebook and find me.
I would just like to take this small portion of space and apologize. In the past seven months or so, I have done some truly horrible things. Things that in most cases only death could atone for, but God seems to have other plans. I know I have probably hurt and angered a lot of you, and some of you were probably very worried, and might still be. I know that this is nothing compared to an actual apology, but that is hard for me to do right now. Keep in touch.
I would like to leave off with just a small quiz, so I can see how much I've changed
1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
Not sure
2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A Fullmetal Alchemist T with the blood seal on it. Looks cool.
3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
Probably not.
4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS
No.
5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
All.
6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
No point in that, I'll be dead by age 25
7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
I had. Then a certain sibling told them everything I ever did bad so not anymore.
9. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
Brandon. I like Brandon.
10. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
Snowballs chance in hell.
12. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY?
Sat at my house alone.
14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
6:30 am. Usual Time
15. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT TWO NIGHTS AGO?
Awake, smoking a cig, and writing.
17. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
No. What a gay question.
18. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
Die or eat more spaghetti. They top the list.
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
Yesterday.
20. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
Nothing.
22. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
College, most likely on Med School.
23. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
October seventh, 2005. soon to be the last of the cane's old blood.
24. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
No.
25. DESCRIBE WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
Some grey color.
26 LAST THING YOU ATE?
Sandwich.
27. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
December when it gets freezing. Matches my outlook on life.
28. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
Anything concerning summer.
29. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
Max's pants.
30. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
This quiz's writer.
31. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
Amazon or Facebook.
32. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
Hate text.
33. LAST PERSON TO MADE YOU SAD?
Tei, when he said he was leaving Canes.
34. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Heck, if best friends are involved, were probably going to be shooting at each other.
35. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
Mountain dew, black coffe, coke black, and bourbon.
36. FAVORITE FOOD?
Cane's. Mrs. Seymour's spaghetti.
36. FAVORITE DESERT?
Tiramasu
38. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
Never will unless I win a trip to Ireland.
39. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Go to there funeral and taunt their corpse from graveside afterwards.
how much have you changed?
5 YEARS AG0.....
How old were you?:
13
Where did you go to school?:
LBMS
Where did you work?:
Home.
Where did you live?
Long Beach
Where did you hang out?:
Home
How was your hair style?:
Short, like now.
Did you wear braces?:
No, I have nice teeth.
Did you wear glasses?:
No but I wanted them.
Who was your best friend?:
Can't remember clearly that far back.
Who was your regular-person crush?:
*shrugs*
How many tattoos did you have?:
0
How many piercings did you have?:
None, unless you count the time I almost impaled myself.
What car did you drive?:
Mario Kart ones.
What was your favorite band/group:
Jimmy Eat World.
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?:
No.
Had you gotten drunk?:
No.
Had you been to a real party yet?:
No.
Had your heart broken?:
No.
LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
___________________________________________________
June 2006
How old are you?:
Eighteen. Seems like older.
what grade are you in?
College Freshman.
Where do you go to school?:
DSU
Where do you work?:
Raising Canes Chicken Fingers
Where do you live?:
Out of my car.
Where do you hang out?:
Home, work, or Barnes and Nobles
How is your hair style?:
Short.
Do you have braces?:
No.
Do you wear glasses?:
Yes, really nice ones but I need a new pair.
Who are your best friends?:
*shrugs*
Who is your celebrity crush?
None.
Who is your regular CRUSH?:
None.
How many piercings do you have?:
None.
How many tattoos?:
I'm getting one of Ouroboros, the serpent.
What kind of car do you drive?
Suzuki sidekick, soon to be street bike.
What is your favorite band/group?:
Avenged Sevenfold.
What is your biggest fear?:
Being Alone
Have you gotten drunk?:
Quite often recently.
Has your heart been broken?:
Yes, but thats my own fault.
1. Are you in a relationship??
No.
2. If no, would you like to be?
Yes, but I'm built to be alone.
3. How often do you visit your MySpace profile?
Don't have one
4. What is your favorite candy bar?
PAy day
5. What are your favorite shoes?
My beat up nikes.
6. Have you ever tripped going up steps?
Yep scars to prove it.
7. Do you have a vacation planned for this summer yet?
Im on it.
8. Would you bungee jump?
With no cord, yes.
9. Do you own a Fallout Boy CD?
All of them.
10. Do you like amusement parks?
Yes.
11. Do you ride rollercoasters?
Yes, and enjoy.
12. What is your current favorite CD?
House of Heroes
13. Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
No.
14. When was the last time you were in the ocean?
Long time now.
15. Do you like beer?
Yes.
16. Would you kiss someone of the same sex?
Never.
17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
none.
18. Are you sarcastic?
Like a fox.
19. Is there anything you wait for every summer?
Chill time.
20. In your opinion, what is the best summer smell?
Coffee
21. Socks and sandals?
I would.
22. Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
My cousin
23. What's one thing you really hope to do this summer?
Find a new thing to do.
24. Do you like to go Mini-Golfing?
Yup.
25. Are you going anywhere this summer?
Yeah, I suppose.
26. Are you going to be starting a new job this summer?
Not a new one, just the same one.
27. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yep.
28. Do you get poison ivy?
I try and avoid it.
29. Do you plan on going camping this summer?
Not really.
30. What was the last restaurant you ate at?
Canes
31. Favorite pizza topping?
Pepperoni and onions
32. Pants or shorts?
Pants
33. Do you play any sports?
I skate.
34. Do you use Chapstick?
no
35. What were the last 3 movies you watched?
Trust and Betrayal, Reflection, and the Devil Wears Prada
36. Are you currently fighting with anyone?
Probably
37. Are you too forgiving?
Not in the least
38. How many pets do you have?
one
39. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Plenty.
40. What is your favorite breakfast?
Toast or Canes
41. Where was the last place you drove?
Work
43. Where will you be in 24 hours?
Right here.
44. What did you do 3 nights ago?
Worked
46. What was the last thing you bought?
Soda.
47. Have you ever been in a foreign country?
Does D.C. count?
48. Anywhere you want to go?
Far away from here.
49. What's the farthest you've ever traveled from home with out your family?
Dallas
50. What have you done today?
Crap
51. Do you own something from a sex shop?
No
52. Are you thinking of someone right now?
Myself
53. Have you ever thrown something out of a moving car?
Cigarettes
54. Do you smoke cigarettes?
Like a chimney
55. Would you date someone who smoked cigarettes?
It would be something we could do together
56. Are you happy with your life right now?
Not really
57. What's the last thing you ate?
Sandwich
58. What's the next place you have to go?
Grandparents
59. How many hours do you usually sleep per night?
Two
60. What's the next important date on your calendar?
Work
61. Who last called you?
Seth
62. McDonald's or Burger King?
Canes
63. Who last text messaged you?
Gene
64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
Neither
65. Do you like to quote things?
I like quotes.
66. Are you afraid of the dark?
No
67. Do you exercise regularly?
Yes
68. What is the most expensive thing you ever bought?
Dvds
69. What should you be doing right now?
Dying, cuz livings just a waste of death.
I would just like to take this small portion of space and apologize. In the past seven months or so, I have done some truly horrible things. Things that in most cases only death could atone for, but God seems to have other plans. I know I have probably hurt and angered a lot of you, and some of you were probably very worried, and might still be. I know that this is nothing compared to an actual apology, but that is hard for me to do right now. Keep in touch.
I would like to leave off with just a small quiz, so I can see how much I've changed
1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
Not sure
2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A Fullmetal Alchemist T with the blood seal on it. Looks cool.
3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
Probably not.
4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS
No.
5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
All.
6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
No point in that, I'll be dead by age 25
7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
I had. Then a certain sibling told them everything I ever did bad so not anymore.
9. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
Brandon. I like Brandon.
10. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
Snowballs chance in hell.
12. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY?
Sat at my house alone.
14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
6:30 am. Usual Time
15. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT TWO NIGHTS AGO?
Awake, smoking a cig, and writing.
17. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
No. What a gay question.
18. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
Die or eat more spaghetti. They top the list.
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
Yesterday.
20. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
Nothing.
22. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
College, most likely on Med School.
23. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
October seventh, 2005. soon to be the last of the cane's old blood.
24. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
No.
25. DESCRIBE WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
Some grey color.
26 LAST THING YOU ATE?
Sandwich.
27. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
December when it gets freezing. Matches my outlook on life.
28. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
Anything concerning summer.
29. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
Max's pants.
30. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
This quiz's writer.
31. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
Amazon or Facebook.
32. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
Hate text.
33. LAST PERSON TO MADE YOU SAD?
Tei, when he said he was leaving Canes.
34. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Heck, if best friends are involved, were probably going to be shooting at each other.
35. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
Mountain dew, black coffe, coke black, and bourbon.
36. FAVORITE FOOD?
Cane's. Mrs. Seymour's spaghetti.
36. FAVORITE DESERT?
Tiramasu
38. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
Never will unless I win a trip to Ireland.
39. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Go to there funeral and taunt their corpse from graveside afterwards.
how much have you changed?
5 YEARS AG0.....
How old were you?:
13
Where did you go to school?:
LBMS
Where did you work?:
Home.
Where did you live?
Long Beach
Where did you hang out?:
Home
How was your hair style?:
Short, like now.
Did you wear braces?:
No, I have nice teeth.
Did you wear glasses?:
No but I wanted them.
Who was your best friend?:
Can't remember clearly that far back.
Who was your regular-person crush?:
*shrugs*
How many tattoos did you have?:
0
How many piercings did you have?:
None, unless you count the time I almost impaled myself.
What car did you drive?:
Mario Kart ones.
What was your favorite band/group:
Jimmy Eat World.
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?:
No.
Had you gotten drunk?:
No.
Had you been to a real party yet?:
No.
Had your heart broken?:
No.
LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
___________________________________________________
June 2006
How old are you?:
Eighteen. Seems like older.
what grade are you in?
College Freshman.
Where do you go to school?:
DSU
Where do you work?:
Raising Canes Chicken Fingers
Where do you live?:
Out of my car.
Where do you hang out?:
Home, work, or Barnes and Nobles
How is your hair style?:
Short.
Do you have braces?:
No.
Do you wear glasses?:
Yes, really nice ones but I need a new pair.
Who are your best friends?:
*shrugs*
Who is your celebrity crush?
None.
Who is your regular CRUSH?:
None.
How many piercings do you have?:
None.
How many tattoos?:
I'm getting one of Ouroboros, the serpent.
What kind of car do you drive?
Suzuki sidekick, soon to be street bike.
What is your favorite band/group?:
Avenged Sevenfold.
What is your biggest fear?:
Being Alone
Have you gotten drunk?:
Quite often recently.
Has your heart been broken?:
Yes, but thats my own fault.
1. Are you in a relationship??
No.
2. If no, would you like to be?
Yes, but I'm built to be alone.
3. How often do you visit your MySpace profile?
Don't have one
4. What is your favorite candy bar?
PAy day
5. What are your favorite shoes?
My beat up nikes.
6. Have you ever tripped going up steps?
Yep scars to prove it.
7. Do you have a vacation planned for this summer yet?
Im on it.
8. Would you bungee jump?
With no cord, yes.
9. Do you own a Fallout Boy CD?
All of them.
10. Do you like amusement parks?
Yes.
11. Do you ride rollercoasters?
Yes, and enjoy.
12. What is your current favorite CD?
House of Heroes
13. Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
No.
14. When was the last time you were in the ocean?
Long time now.
15. Do you like beer?
Yes.
16. Would you kiss someone of the same sex?
Never.
17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
none.
18. Are you sarcastic?
Like a fox.
19. Is there anything you wait for every summer?
Chill time.
20. In your opinion, what is the best summer smell?
Coffee
21. Socks and sandals?
I would.
22. Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
My cousin
23. What's one thing you really hope to do this summer?
Find a new thing to do.
24. Do you like to go Mini-Golfing?
Yup.
25. Are you going anywhere this summer?
Yeah, I suppose.
26. Are you going to be starting a new job this summer?
Not a new one, just the same one.
27. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yep.
28. Do you get poison ivy?
I try and avoid it.
29. Do you plan on going camping this summer?
Not really.
30. What was the last restaurant you ate at?
Canes
31. Favorite pizza topping?
Pepperoni and onions
32. Pants or shorts?
Pants
33. Do you play any sports?
I skate.
34. Do you use Chapstick?
no
35. What were the last 3 movies you watched?
Trust and Betrayal, Reflection, and the Devil Wears Prada
36. Are you currently fighting with anyone?
Probably
37. Are you too forgiving?
Not in the least
38. How many pets do you have?
one
39. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Plenty.
40. What is your favorite breakfast?
Toast or Canes
41. Where was the last place you drove?
Work
43. Where will you be in 24 hours?
Right here.
44. What did you do 3 nights ago?
Worked
46. What was the last thing you bought?
Soda.
47. Have you ever been in a foreign country?
Does D.C. count?
48. Anywhere you want to go?
Far away from here.
49. What's the farthest you've ever traveled from home with out your family?
Dallas
50. What have you done today?
Crap
51. Do you own something from a sex shop?
No
52. Are you thinking of someone right now?
Myself
53. Have you ever thrown something out of a moving car?
Cigarettes
54. Do you smoke cigarettes?
Like a chimney
55. Would you date someone who smoked cigarettes?
It would be something we could do together
56. Are you happy with your life right now?
Not really
57. What's the last thing you ate?
Sandwich
58. What's the next place you have to go?
Grandparents
59. How many hours do you usually sleep per night?
Two
60. What's the next important date on your calendar?
Work
61. Who last called you?
Seth
62. McDonald's or Burger King?
Canes
63. Who last text messaged you?
Gene
64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
Neither
65. Do you like to quote things?
I like quotes.
66. Are you afraid of the dark?
No
67. Do you exercise regularly?
Yes
68. What is the most expensive thing you ever bought?
Dvds
69. What should you be doing right now?
Dying, cuz livings just a waste of death.