Sep 27, 2004 19:27
Today fucking sucked ass.Izy told me during 1st period that Clickay had sex with his ex and he just wanted to be my friend.i wanted to curl up in a ball cry my heart out right then but i didnt because im not the type of person to cry like that.So I held it in all day,probably not the best thing to do but oh well.At the end of the day I saw him and he just kinda drifted away from me when his ex walked in.He said he was going to get a ride home so he hugged me and walked away.I walked outside and not even the emo kids hair made me laugh.Once i crossed the street to walk home I lost it completely.im sure all the people driving by thought iI was crazy or something.I honestly thought he would be different then Kory.I dont understand how he can want to make out with me at one time and next time he just wants to be friends.Damn those male species I dont understand them!!!
Homecoming is saturday.i think Im gunna go.(Ash you NEED/SHOULD come with me so I wont be all alone the whole time! weeeeeez!!?!) Mom said she was gunna take me to get a dress tomorrow.yay???
I got yelled at for screwing up the mac n cheese...maybe if they were home i wouldnt have fucked it up so badly.God I cant wait for Thursday.Anti-Flag should give me a hug to make me feel better....hehe