counting stars wishing i was ok
~what do you do when your all alone?~
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i think someone should answer that question.and im serious dont give me one of those bullshit answers like "oh have a party"...i've heard that one many times before.i really hate being home-especially on weekends.all i ever do is sit its amazing that i dont weigh alot more then i do.it makes me sad when everyone else has something to do and all i have to look forward to is monday because then i get human contact.im always either babysitting little kids who bother the shit out of me or im on this computer or im with my parents.i get out but not alot.it sucks so much ass.i hate it with a passion.even if its just going over to someones house im happy.i feel like such a loser right now(yes i am venting so deal with it)summer is going to suck alot.i have to watch chase but i get paid so thats like the only good part.after mom gets home i will probably go to ahses house or to caseys.which ever person isnt sick of me being at their house by then.
~in other news~
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school was boring today.went to "info center" today...2 times.yep i had nothing to do.me and ash talked alot during 5th period about.....stuff....yeah thats what we will call it.stuff.its nice having someone to talk to.someone who thinks like me.you wont find to many people who think almost exactly like me...but hey i found one so yeah go me! wooo hooo.
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i got the new sugarcult cd yesterday.its really good i like it.some of the lyrics remind me of myself,then some remind me of ash,and then some remind me of nothing but i dont know.but yeah ok i wrote/typed alot im gunna go do something productive-like sit and stare at the stupid tv thing.
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i think someone should answer that question.and im serious dont give me one of those bullshit answers like "oh have a party"...i've heard that one many times before.i really hate being home-especially on weekends.all i ever do is sit its amazing that i dont weigh alot more then i do.it makes me sad when everyone else has something to do and all i have to look forward to is monday because then i get human contact.im always either babysitting little kids who bother the shit out of me or im on this computer or im with my parents.i get out but not alot.it sucks so much ass.i hate it with a passion.even if its just going over to someones house im happy.i feel like such a loser right now(yes i am venting so deal with it)summer is going to suck alot.i have to watch chase but i get paid so thats like the only good part.after mom gets home i will probably go to ahses house or to caseys.which ever person isnt sick of me being at their house by then.
~in other news~
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school was boring today.went to "info center" today...2 times.yep i had nothing to do.me and ash talked alot during 5th period about.....stuff....yeah thats what we will call it.stuff.its nice having someone to talk to.someone who thinks like me.you wont find to many people who think almost exactly like me...but hey i found one so yeah go me! wooo hooo.
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i got the new sugarcult cd yesterday.its really good i like it.some of the lyrics remind me of myself,then some remind me of ash,and then some remind me of nothing but i dont know.but yeah ok i wrote/typed alot im gunna go do something productive-like sit and stare at the stupid tv thing.
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