A Few Free Moments
55 Summer 698
Amethyst and I have trained every day for weeks. She says I'm learning fast, but I don't feel that way. I've been dancing all my life, but the attack moves she's teaching me, I can't quite get them. Maybe it's the thought of hurting anyone, especially her, when what I really want is to stand on my toes and kiss her.
She's a dedicated friend, but I know that's all their is. It's obvious she likes men. Why I'm not attracted to them, I don't know. Lesbians don't seem as common here. All of my usual dance partners, back when I was with the shutu, were lesbians. I thought that was usual, but I don't know anymore.
I’ll have to write more later. I’m on stage soon. I had to write these thoughts down though. They’ve been running around my head like a mad tiger.
Amethyst and I have trained every day for weeks. She says I'm learning fast, but I don't feel that way. I've been dancing all my life, but the attack moves she's teaching me, I can't quite get them. Maybe it's the thought of hurting anyone, especially her, when what I really want is to stand on my toes and kiss her.
She's a dedicated friend, but I know that's all their is. It's obvious she likes men. Why I'm not attracted to them, I don't know. Lesbians don't seem as common here. All of my usual dance partners, back when I was with the shutu, were lesbians. I thought that was usual, but I don't know anymore.
I’ll have to write more later. I’m on stage soon. I had to write these thoughts down though. They’ve been running around my head like a mad tiger.