GRRRRRR
I am so angry right now, I can barely type. What in the world was Ed thinking? I know he thought he was helping but that...offer...the way he made it - GAH! If there's a professor I could have talked to, I'm sure I could've gotten myself some time in the shop, especially after I showed off my blueprints. I know how to sweet talk mechanics. I know the language. If I couldn't go through the school, then I'd go off campus and talk to some of the mechanics there.
The thing is, I'm not really sure I belong at this school, anyway. Pre-med? I don't think it's for me. I mean, I remember reading my parents' medical books all the time as a kid and I still like looking at them but I really prefer biomechanics. I want to make limbs for people who need them and I'm already worried, since Ed's telling me that Audey was doing work on his automail - that I already know more than what anyone can teach me here.
Maybe I really need to just be working instead of at the college.
I'll have to think on that and try to make a decision. I don't want to be taking up space in a school where I'm not going to learn anything.
I guess I should get ready to go to the martial arts class. I'm just going to sit and watch with Willow and Athena, though. ...And I guess once it's over, I'll talk to Ed.
Oh. And we're supposed to go out in the woods tonight, too. Wonder how we can slip past Ara, since she'll be at the class? Hmmm, something to think about. A mystery, like Haru'd say.