you said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed...
look at this fuckers, two posts within one week. possible new year's resolution to update this thing more? doubtful, but it's nice to dream, isn't it. i actually did make one new year's resolution last night, and that was not to make any new year's resolutions in 2005. however by making said resolution, i realized [2 hours into the new year no less] that i had already fucked up. so yeah, basically i suck.
so my new year's eve festivities weren't quite as [happy and/or crazy?] as i would have preferred them to be. don't get me wrong, i finally spent this new year's eve partying with the people who i should have been partying with for the past 3, and i did share that "oh so special" midnight kiss with someone who has come to mean more to me than most do, but perhaps it was the mixed feelings of anxiety, guilt [to a certain extent], and fear [among others things], all triggered by the intake of alcohol, that caused me to end up as clearly "blah" as i was for part of the night. i [unwillingly] had one of those weird "look back on my life in the past year" kinda trips last night, and decided that i hardly want 2005 to turn out as littered with emotional battles and broken friendships as 2004 did. is there anything that i can actually do to prevent that from happening? of course not, but again, it is nice to dream, isn't it?
regardless of all of that, i brought in 2005 waking up on a couch that would have probably been more suited for a midget, in a house that i was pretty much allergic to, but it's all good because...well clearly because i said so. it sucks that i had to get up ass early to get to work for 9:30, but hey...someone has got to be here for the freak show of losers that are coming to get their eye's examined on new year's day. honestly, what would compel anyone book an eye dr.'s appt. on the first day of the year? i mean, i understand that these people are just getting their benefits and all, but seriously, there is no need to run out first thing and use them up. they have 364 more days to use it up...trust me, it ain't going anywhere...pace yourselves people. goddamn.
well, with that said, there seems to be nothing else of importance to mention, except that if you happen to be driving on the parkway, watch out for the fucking state troopers that are wallpapering the sides of the road. i must have seen at least 2 "fake" cop cars [i.e. those empty ones that cause more accidents than actually stop them], 3 parked troopers running radar, 5 or so troopers that had already found their victoms and were issuing them tickets on the shoulder, and a friggin partridge in a pear tree.
enjoy.
so my new year's eve festivities weren't quite as [happy and/or crazy?] as i would have preferred them to be. don't get me wrong, i finally spent this new year's eve partying with the people who i should have been partying with for the past 3, and i did share that "oh so special" midnight kiss with someone who has come to mean more to me than most do, but perhaps it was the mixed feelings of anxiety, guilt [to a certain extent], and fear [among others things], all triggered by the intake of alcohol, that caused me to end up as clearly "blah" as i was for part of the night. i [unwillingly] had one of those weird "look back on my life in the past year" kinda trips last night, and decided that i hardly want 2005 to turn out as littered with emotional battles and broken friendships as 2004 did. is there anything that i can actually do to prevent that from happening? of course not, but again, it is nice to dream, isn't it?
regardless of all of that, i brought in 2005 waking up on a couch that would have probably been more suited for a midget, in a house that i was pretty much allergic to, but it's all good because...well clearly because i said so. it sucks that i had to get up ass early to get to work for 9:30, but hey...someone has got to be here for the freak show of losers that are coming to get their eye's examined on new year's day. honestly, what would compel anyone book an eye dr.'s appt. on the first day of the year? i mean, i understand that these people are just getting their benefits and all, but seriously, there is no need to run out first thing and use them up. they have 364 more days to use it up...trust me, it ain't going anywhere...pace yourselves people. goddamn.
well, with that said, there seems to be nothing else of importance to mention, except that if you happen to be driving on the parkway, watch out for the fucking state troopers that are wallpapering the sides of the road. i must have seen at least 2 "fake" cop cars [i.e. those empty ones that cause more accidents than actually stop them], 3 parked troopers running radar, 5 or so troopers that had already found their victoms and were issuing them tickets on the shoulder, and a friggin partridge in a pear tree.
enjoy.