May 31, 2005 22:43
My only reason for not posting is cause everytime i come online now its for stupid homework! I hate it! I try to come on to talk and catch up on things, but it neve happens, I get so tired of looking at the screen for some many hours of doing homework that by the time i am done i am sick of the computer, so i just leave. Oh well.
The reason I am posting is cause I am sad. I have never been this type of sad before though. All of the Seniors are graduating on saturday and it really hit me hard when i saw all of them accept their awards at the banquet. Even if they don't care about me, i will miss them all so much, especially those who have been there for me the most. My sis is graduating also, but I don't really mind that, but what I do mind is that she is gunna be living at home, so I will still have to deal with her.
You guys need to give me some courage because I have to do something that I have never, I mean never done before and I am scared shitless! I dunno how I am going to do it,b ut all i know is that if I do not do it now I will regret it for my whole life, especially in this case. So wish me luck cause i need to do it soon.
TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I love you all and I hope that we all stay connected through these years! I love and care about each one of you and I have now realized how great my friends are!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LORRAINE! I wish you a new year full of memorise and great times filled with fun! I love you and am thinking of ya!
~Bobbie