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[nowayoutofhere]

you break up with me
but then
every night you call me
to talk about all this USELESS SHIT
and i fuckin listen
when you ask me to come to the movies with you
at midnight
and the idiot that i am
can't help but follow you
into the movie theater .. just to waste money and FALL asleep to some bad movie
and i wake up feeling your lips on my cheek
and i realize i'm not dreaming
and i realize how you let me hold your hand when we walked to the car

and i find out the next day
you kissed a boy on the lips
you put your tongue in his fucking mouth
and it wasnt me

and you tell me you still love me
you say you didnt like being alone
you werent fucking alone
you werent with me
you were with those boys
you talked about every single one of them
every single night you called me
and i fuckin wasted my time listening to you
cause it was an excuse to hear you talk
it was my fucking excuse to hear you breathe
but i dont even want to hear that even

i dont even want to hear it.