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i've been doing a really horrible job of updating this bad boy.
and summer's already over.
so much has gone on.
for one thing,
i'm going out with lacey now. that girl who made my stomach turn and my heart beat fast is finally the girl i can call my girlfriend.
she makes me ridiculously happy
and i never really thought that a person can all of a sudden make thigns seem right again.
it really frustrates me thinking about how summer is pretty much already over. i have less than a week before school starts and i definitely don't miss any of my classes.
but it isnt school that scares me most,
its the fact that i'm THAT much closer to leaving college and after that, i have no idea what the hell i'm going to do with myself.
it blows. but i really don't know what i WANT to do and i can't see myself doing anything.
maybe i'll be a sanitary worker. or a cop. or a firefighter like my father.
we'll see.
and summer's already over.
so much has gone on.
for one thing,
i'm going out with lacey now. that girl who made my stomach turn and my heart beat fast is finally the girl i can call my girlfriend.
she makes me ridiculously happy
and i never really thought that a person can all of a sudden make thigns seem right again.
it really frustrates me thinking about how summer is pretty much already over. i have less than a week before school starts and i definitely don't miss any of my classes.
but it isnt school that scares me most,
its the fact that i'm THAT much closer to leaving college and after that, i have no idea what the hell i'm going to do with myself.
it blows. but i really don't know what i WANT to do and i can't see myself doing anything.
maybe i'll be a sanitary worker. or a cop. or a firefighter like my father.
we'll see.