sometimes when this place gets kind of empty...
why is it that i can not sleep at night?
seriously i try, i really do, but then suddenly i realize its 6:30 in the morning. and im not really sure what happened, last thing i knew i was doing good and going to bed around three, but obviously that didnt happen. and the movie i put in that i have seen hundreds of thousands of times, that i figured i would have no problem falling asleep to, yeah, that plan didnt work, because i found me self getting into cant hardly wait just as much as ever, as though i had never seen it before, when in reality i can recite atleast 75% of the lines.
today was rather eventful, okay, so not really. but maybe, just maybe i might have a job. i went to the mall with my mom, so we could both go to this open interview thing, for the hickory farms seasonal store they open in our mall every christmas season... they interviewed me and acted interested and all, but i dunno, i never have faith in that, i think they have to act the same to everyone. the man said i should get a call in the next few days to let me know about training... i decided to walk around the mall for a bit and gather other applications... i only applied to two other places a)Lane Bryant, which is like a "ladies" clothing store, and the only reason i applied is b/c they are hiring keyholders, and if at all possible if i do find a job, it would be nice to start at key, that way i wouldnt have to work my way up from sales associate... and b)skycom, which is a cell phone place, and i applied here b/c i think it would be really easy. hahah how lame is that?!... okay so then after applying to a total of three places, i was walking through the center of the mall browsing at the new little shop/cart things that have opened recently... and i randomly asked if they were hiring, and the foreign guy said "yes i looking for a girl to work the lotion place, it not a very manly job", he only asked my age, and if i had ever worked retail before... and i ofcourse went on and on about all the retail/retail management experience. the guy walked off then came back with a piece of paper and said "write your name and number down, i give you call, you come train a few hour on saturday mmmkay?" i was like yeah sure! hahaha so im not too sure if this guy was for real, or if he will even call. but dammit, this would be an easy as fuck job, there are like 50 of these little places scattered all throughout the center of the mall, and ive never seen any of the employees do anything other than sit around their cart, and talk on the phone. ... i guess i am on the picky side as far as my job search goes, although my only requirement is that it must be in the retail field. and i just want to find something that i may actually enjoy, something that i wont dread going to every day, ya know? oh and the lotion place is called "lotion in motion" weird fucking name, yeah i know. heh if all else fails, i can always get a job at texas steakhouse... ive already had four friends tell me they could easily get me a job there, but the thing is i dont really want to work at a restraunt, outback ruined that for me. hahah. so hopefully, out of all the applying i have done in the past week, something will work out. atleast i hope.
tonight, marc and jay came over for a bit. nothing new, heh, we just watched reno 911!, alittle mxc, and ate alot of candy, too much candy really. oh and before they got to mikes, we watched the "justice in america" show, about the real story behind the movie Bully that we watched just the other night. crazy shit i tell you crazy shit.
tomorrow night (thursday at 6) is my first soccer game.
wish me luck? ... im sure ill need it. :)
i really love you guys. honestly i do. <3<3
seriously i try, i really do, but then suddenly i realize its 6:30 in the morning. and im not really sure what happened, last thing i knew i was doing good and going to bed around three, but obviously that didnt happen. and the movie i put in that i have seen hundreds of thousands of times, that i figured i would have no problem falling asleep to, yeah, that plan didnt work, because i found me self getting into cant hardly wait just as much as ever, as though i had never seen it before, when in reality i can recite atleast 75% of the lines.
today was rather eventful, okay, so not really. but maybe, just maybe i might have a job. i went to the mall with my mom, so we could both go to this open interview thing, for the hickory farms seasonal store they open in our mall every christmas season... they interviewed me and acted interested and all, but i dunno, i never have faith in that, i think they have to act the same to everyone. the man said i should get a call in the next few days to let me know about training... i decided to walk around the mall for a bit and gather other applications... i only applied to two other places a)Lane Bryant, which is like a "ladies" clothing store, and the only reason i applied is b/c they are hiring keyholders, and if at all possible if i do find a job, it would be nice to start at key, that way i wouldnt have to work my way up from sales associate... and b)skycom, which is a cell phone place, and i applied here b/c i think it would be really easy. hahah how lame is that?!... okay so then after applying to a total of three places, i was walking through the center of the mall browsing at the new little shop/cart things that have opened recently... and i randomly asked if they were hiring, and the foreign guy said "yes i looking for a girl to work the lotion place, it not a very manly job", he only asked my age, and if i had ever worked retail before... and i ofcourse went on and on about all the retail/retail management experience. the guy walked off then came back with a piece of paper and said "write your name and number down, i give you call, you come train a few hour on saturday mmmkay?" i was like yeah sure! hahaha so im not too sure if this guy was for real, or if he will even call. but dammit, this would be an easy as fuck job, there are like 50 of these little places scattered all throughout the center of the mall, and ive never seen any of the employees do anything other than sit around their cart, and talk on the phone. ... i guess i am on the picky side as far as my job search goes, although my only requirement is that it must be in the retail field. and i just want to find something that i may actually enjoy, something that i wont dread going to every day, ya know? oh and the lotion place is called "lotion in motion" weird fucking name, yeah i know. heh if all else fails, i can always get a job at texas steakhouse... ive already had four friends tell me they could easily get me a job there, but the thing is i dont really want to work at a restraunt, outback ruined that for me. hahah. so hopefully, out of all the applying i have done in the past week, something will work out. atleast i hope.
tonight, marc and jay came over for a bit. nothing new, heh, we just watched reno 911!, alittle mxc, and ate alot of candy, too much candy really. oh and before they got to mikes, we watched the "justice in america" show, about the real story behind the movie Bully that we watched just the other night. crazy shit i tell you crazy shit.
tomorrow night (thursday at 6) is my first soccer game.
wish me luck? ... im sure ill need it. :)
i really love you guys. honestly i do. <3<3