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So yeah, I'm home now. I flew in on Thursday. I felt so weird that day. I just went to class, got out, finished packing, got in my car, and left to the airport and El Paso. I didn't tell a single person that I was leaving, and nobody noticed. I'd been feeling very antisocial the last days I was in Denton, and I guess I kinda do now too. It's not that I don't want to see everyone, it's just that it's so much easier to just stay at home and do nothing.
I felt really bad cuz I didn't call anyone to tell them I was in town, and Saturday morning I noticed I had 9 missed calls, all from different people. It made me feel very special and wanted, but guilty cuz I didn't bother calling anyone. But then again, I just got in Thursday night, and I was really tired and just went to sleep. Friday I wasn't even planning to do anything but clean and make my room [now a storage room], somewhat liveable again, but then I talked to a couple of old friends and went out. I saw Leslie again, and Sean, who I hadn't seen in a while. Anyways, I decided that it was time to end whatever it was that was going on between us, it just wasn't worth everything that was happening. Everything that I'd known for so long, years now, the drugs, the stuff we'd do when high, everything is gone now, but it feels refreshing. Now that I look back, it was such a waste of time, but I guess it was good while it lasted. It's time to move on.
Aries (March 21-April 19) - This week’s scenario is highlighted by a feeling that you would like to make a radical change in your life, or just want to assert your individuality more, this is the time to do it. [Ha].
So yeah, Friday night I was with him for the last time, and Saturday I just did a whole bunch of random stuff. I finally saw Grisel [: )], and my sister and my nieces. I felt so bad cuz as soon as Lylah saw me she ran to me and hugged me. Even Karen was surprised, cuz she usually doesn't like to hug anyone. Umm... I went to Peter Piper...that was nice lol. Yeah, I ran out of stuff to say.
But anyways, sorry I've been so neglectful. If you guys still want, we'll hang out this week. I still have til the 20th to go.
I felt really bad cuz I didn't call anyone to tell them I was in town, and Saturday morning I noticed I had 9 missed calls, all from different people. It made me feel very special and wanted, but guilty cuz I didn't bother calling anyone. But then again, I just got in Thursday night, and I was really tired and just went to sleep. Friday I wasn't even planning to do anything but clean and make my room [now a storage room], somewhat liveable again, but then I talked to a couple of old friends and went out. I saw Leslie again, and Sean, who I hadn't seen in a while. Anyways, I decided that it was time to end whatever it was that was going on between us, it just wasn't worth everything that was happening. Everything that I'd known for so long, years now, the drugs, the stuff we'd do when high, everything is gone now, but it feels refreshing. Now that I look back, it was such a waste of time, but I guess it was good while it lasted. It's time to move on.
Aries (March 21-April 19) - This week’s scenario is highlighted by a feeling that you would like to make a radical change in your life, or just want to assert your individuality more, this is the time to do it. [Ha].
So yeah, Friday night I was with him for the last time, and Saturday I just did a whole bunch of random stuff. I finally saw Grisel [: )], and my sister and my nieces. I felt so bad cuz as soon as Lylah saw me she ran to me and hugged me. Even Karen was surprised, cuz she usually doesn't like to hug anyone. Umm... I went to Peter Piper...that was nice lol. Yeah, I ran out of stuff to say.
But anyways, sorry I've been so neglectful. If you guys still want, we'll hang out this week. I still have til the 20th to go.