hmmm

[novocainnstainn]

what do i do now.... I think about htat alot i mean i know what i want to do but i have no god damned ambition
i have never wanted to hurt myself this much in my whole entire life. I could just end it now.
But i wont...
i have left my thoughts to the side to often and they have coughten up to me . I feel sick, and tired all of the time.
I just cant put my finger on what is wrong.