tina.

[novicaine]

ya know since the day i met her i havnt stopped thinking about her...and its hard to.. shes perfect..she has the coolest personality... and she was definatily made to shine....she so gorgeous...i dont think ive ever met someone that looked that good....honestly...im more attracted to her than anyother woman ive ever seen. but anywho...ive tried so hard to make things work....and im serious when i say i would drop everything to move somewhere near her...and i would marry her in an instant....i would ditch anyone for her....anytime...i dont care if shes a tri billionair...i would drop her like a glove. and not think twice about it.... shes one of thosepeople i will never forget.... and no matter how hard i try i cant seem to get her out of my head...i tell her ive forgotten about her but it always seems to come back..... and i know that im just gonna hurt her again if i come back....so i try to stay out of her life...but eventually i would love to be with her forever....and i know theirs prolly another guy out there that will make her happier than i could ever make her....but thats okay..because that all i have ever wanted for her....well this is my shout out to the one woman that made me the happies man in the world.....Tina your the only one that i could truly ever love.... and im sure you dont feel the same about me....but i hope one day you will.....i wish you the best of luck with your job.....

i read all of her entrees from the time she met me all the way up to september 8...it was the last time she posted,....and today i read all of them and it brought back all of the memories of her and i fell in love all over again and i really dont know how it happens...but i do.....i dont feel right with out her.....grrrrr i hate not having her in my arms every day and night.....and im sorry for everything i ever put you through.....