Sep 15, 2007 21:35
This evening I felt emotionally heavy for some reason. I took out a pen and wrote a little something in my notebook that I will share with . It needs some touching up,but here it is in raw form.
*I guess you can liken this to a stream of conciousness type of writing. flowed from my brain to the paper.*
[Emotionally Disconnected]
By Dylan Hendrix (my pen name)
I feel like slipping into the gravel of my mind; suspended without movement in the air. I pause and think how unworthy we are to one another. Expressionless sighs in deep despair, guided by the faded light in eyes that once held a gleam.
Take me to that inner world I visited so many moons ago. Forgiveness for loving you too much for emotionally i have disconnected myself from you in order to feel less ordinary. The key satisfying my need to keep you hidden from sight remaing in my most private thoughts.
You are but a mere figment in my partial imagination-reality. Keep me hidden from all those you know, but not from your concious thoughts. Awaken the senses in me for you will see forbidden lies take on the ties of being true . Honest to the one above, I feel that we are emotionally disconnected in the eyes of our souls.
© 2007 Dylan Hendrix