By the way...
While my baby is sleeping for a "little second", I figured I'd write about her. As if I wasn't head over heels for this girl before... last night just... blew my mind. I am hooked for good. No matter how drunk I was, who I was talking to or what I was doing, be it pissing on somebody's coat or playing drums, I could not get her out of my mind. Beth 24/7, all night, non stop. The fact that I know I was in her head the entire time too just makes it better. Seeing the love of my life shake her little ass to my band was honestly the highlight of my entire life. Nothing can ever top that. It sounds fucking hokey, I know, but it's true.
I've spent 21 years preparing for the moment I'd meet her and I can't say I've ever been more ready. This priceless, beautiful, ever-lasting love we've created already can only grow to become more and more wonderful, day after day after day.
I have the most brilliant woman in the world. I went from nothing to everything and I owe it all to her. Where I am right now, the smile on my face, the love smashing my veins to pieces... all hers. I fucking give everything I will ever have from here on out to her as a half-assed sign of thanks, because I can never, ever, under no circumstances, give her back what she has given to me.
Hey... life makes sense now.