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it seems like i've been gone from here longer than i actually have been. there's been some serious posting that i'll have to put some time into reading/commenting on this weekend. it's added to the list...
when i get into these eddies in life i'll make a ridiculous resolution. i'll apply to school! i'll move!
for how goddamn reflective i've been, i've ignored (willfully?) this huge pattern. so, now i'm in a "i'll take the GRE!" stupid-resolution place, and i'm trying to recognize that it's stemming from a larger unhappiness. and an unhappiness that isn't terrible, but focusing on my revived urge can let it slip into a serious unhappiness.
needing to take some time this weekend to sort it all out. sort out my stuff and read everyone else's posts.
when i get into these eddies in life i'll make a ridiculous resolution. i'll apply to school! i'll move!
for how goddamn reflective i've been, i've ignored (willfully?) this huge pattern. so, now i'm in a "i'll take the GRE!" stupid-resolution place, and i'm trying to recognize that it's stemming from a larger unhappiness. and an unhappiness that isn't terrible, but focusing on my revived urge can let it slip into a serious unhappiness.
needing to take some time this weekend to sort it all out. sort out my stuff and read everyone else's posts.