Jun 27, 2005 11:30
"come on penny!!!...go to study, you sucker!!!" that's what i'm trying to repeat myself...i woke up late this morning (too much wine yesterday)...with my last bad dream on my mind (on the exam day, i discovered that a dear friend of mine had stolen my idea about the work we had to do for this exam...)....think i need to be cured!!! but there are so many things to do, i'm so busy, and i'm scared i won't be able to do it all...i wanna do it...anyway, no matter what....
i was thinking that, particularly during this period, i miss my grandma so much that i can hardly breathe. i don't know how we could survive without her in these 4 years...already 4 years? time has healing powers...and your stunned body and mind can't nothing but to go on...
i was thinking that i'm so conscious i've been so lucky to have met such wonderful women in my life. strong, intelligent, really sympathetic women, living in freaking situation. normality (for what it means) is far away...
i was thinking that most of people really don't realise how wicked are the things happened to a person. just because that person does not talk about that. you really must not take anything for granted.
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