Cathy: Everything he's suffered, I've suffered. The little happiness he's ever known, I've had too.
...volunteerly locked up in my house till monday, just to try to pass this bloody exam that i'm preparing in so few days.
some unpleasant things happened this week about my works at college (talking about my friends, the people i'm working with, relationships) that i'd like to scream. because, generally speaking, i hate when the ones you consider your really good friends turn to be your "enemies" (in some way) on work. envious or whatever, why they just try to ward me off, and do things without me even if it's a work we're supposed to do together....like we did. and i've really tried to be patient and positive and always ready to reach a compromise about anything. i worked so many nights to finish our work but in the end we had to put it off (btw, no problem at all since we have no deadlines for it). it's been frustrating to end up begging to postpone our plans, just because people live and breathe doing just their own things and thinking about themselves.
i'm sad and so let down. we'll see. but something's really broken in me. and i'll be different from now on.
like bbc news has written..."something rotten in state of italy"...we lost the majority and i'm in the blue now. who knows waht will happen now. i got the worst feelings.
on telly this morning i've seen heath ledger's parents talking to the journalists. they came out with michelle (williams...or maybe she was his sister...i don't know) who was crying and could almost stand up...i feel so sorry for all of them. but the view of her touched me so bad. all this story has actually nothing to do with my life or stuff. i was not one of the greatest fans of Heath at all. but i can't explain why, it does affect me so much.
the night we knew the news, there was such a strong wind blowing outside that we could hear it howling. i immediately thought it was like in wuthering heights.
well...
maybe he was Heath. :)
maybe it was you out there?
some unpleasant things happened this week about my works at college (talking about my friends, the people i'm working with, relationships) that i'd like to scream. because, generally speaking, i hate when the ones you consider your really good friends turn to be your "enemies" (in some way) on work. envious or whatever, why they just try to ward me off, and do things without me even if it's a work we're supposed to do together....like we did. and i've really tried to be patient and positive and always ready to reach a compromise about anything. i worked so many nights to finish our work but in the end we had to put it off (btw, no problem at all since we have no deadlines for it). it's been frustrating to end up begging to postpone our plans, just because people live and breathe doing just their own things and thinking about themselves.
i'm sad and so let down. we'll see. but something's really broken in me. and i'll be different from now on.
like bbc news has written..."something rotten in state of italy"...we lost the majority and i'm in the blue now. who knows waht will happen now. i got the worst feelings.
on telly this morning i've seen heath ledger's parents talking to the journalists. they came out with michelle (williams...or maybe she was his sister...i don't know) who was crying and could almost stand up...i feel so sorry for all of them. but the view of her touched me so bad. all this story has actually nothing to do with my life or stuff. i was not one of the greatest fans of Heath at all. but i can't explain why, it does affect me so much.
the night we knew the news, there was such a strong wind blowing outside that we could hear it howling. i immediately thought it was like in wuthering heights.
well...
maybe he was Heath. :)
maybe it was you out there?