Avec Mes Souvenirs J`ai Allume Le Feu...: novemberghost

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Avec Mes Souvenirs J`ai Allume Le Feu...

May 11, 2007 15:29

Professor Levy: You will notice that what we are aiming at when we fall in love is a very strange paradox. The paradox consists of the fact that, when we fall in love, we are seeking to re-find all or some of the people to whom we were attached as children. On the other hand, we ask our beloved to correct all of the wrongs that these early parents or siblings inflicted upon us. So that love contains in it the contradiction: The attempt to return to the past and the attempt to undo the past.

i'm fine...alone at home, for i stayed here today...slept so much today since i got no more lessons on friday. tomorrow it'll be in padoa again i guess, can't stay away from my city "for that long"...
tryin' to schedule my summer...about spain i already got an answer from Mario: glad he answered me immediately, but i'll know more (and if i'll go there) in some days...the idea of escavating there again is really exciting...i must find the courage to ask him if they're gonna pay me for real...we'll see...for october we're really thinking to go back to Poggi like last year...some of us won't be there (you know what i mean) and i'm really sorry...i know...nothing will be like last october, the six of us are just a sweet memory, but i'll take care of it...and i wanna be on escavation...anywhere! i wanna DIG!

Balaye Les Amours Avec Leurs Tremolos
Balaye Pour Toujours
Je Reparas A Zero

had lots of conversations this week...and a bit of arguments...house, work, study...it's a real mess...and a wedding day as well! i'm so happy for my cousin.
my "career" is apparently going on well...my mood is "high" thanks to the kinda relationship i have with my teacher (she's just a strong too intelligent woman)...i'm afraid to say it....but, please...let continue this way! *_____________* i'm just happy with what i study...and for once more in my life...my studies save me from "all the rest"...

Non, Rien De Rien, Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien
Ni Le Bien Qu`on M`a Fait, Ni Le Mal
Tout Ca M`est Bien Egal

Albert finally made me a cd with all the photos he took in poggi and guadalajara...memories floating on my mind and some tears falling down...grateful for the happy moments we had!...i'm the fuckin' emotional kiddo of always....
now i must focus on the millions fo things we have to do...exams, deadlines, money....and friends.
come what may.

Balaye Les Amours Avec Leurs Tremolos
Balaye Pour Toujours
Je Reparas A Zero

last nite i watched Crimes and Misdemeanors (Nausy you were damn right, you sweet girl!)...and i found it awesome. i knew it was but...it's awesome. one of my faves ever.
today at midday Manhattan started on a sky channel...and i couldn't do anything but watch it since i hadn't watched it yet....i think it's a great film. i just love Woody, you know...Woody and Pedro do know my story, heart and mind for real...
with mummy i've been to an exhibition here in vr on sunday...the modernity of melancholy...i found it cool, well organized...and too expensive...
and it's been a return to my dates with mama...^^

Professor Levy: We're all faced throughout our lives with agonizing decisions, moral choices. Some are on a grand scale, most of these choices are on lesser points. But we define ourselves by the choices we have made. We are, in fact, the sum total of our choices. Events unfold so unpredictably, so unfairly, Human happiness does not seem to be included in the design of creation. it is only we, with our capacity to love that give meaning to the indifferent universe. And yet, most human beings seem to have the ability to keep trying and even try to find joy from simple things, like their family, their work, and from the hope that future generations might understand more.

Non, Rien De Rien, Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien
Car Ma Vie, Car Me Joies
Aujourd`hui Ca Commence Avec Toi

here some of my pics of the last weeks...