Me voooooooooooooy, que lástima pero adiós...^^
...Porque no supiste entender a mi corazón
lo que había en el,
porque no tuviste el valor
de ver quién soy.
here we are....my bags are packed...or almost packed...i'm gonna have a shower now and then to bed...it's late.
i'm nervous.
melancholy is killing me. when i'm about to start a new excavation it's almost like having to close and file away all my previous experiences...to go blank...erase and rewind...letting the new come, no matter what. i don't know why i do it, but i do it and that's painful...'cos this time i have precious memories behind me, which i'm fighting for to make them not just memories yet...aww...yess..neither i can stand myself most of the timesss!
...No voy a llorar y decir,
que no merezco esto porque,
es probable que lo merezco
pero no lo quiero, por eso...
anyway this is gonna be a three-weeks blackout. i'm gonna miss you all so much. please take care of yourselves, drive carefully, eat! and be fine. luv ya!
de chirico - l'archeologo
Porque sé, que me espera algo mejor
alguien que sepa darme amor,
de ese que endulza la sal
y hace que, salga el sol.
come what may!
aww, and this song by james morrison doesn't help my mood! but i adore it...i fell in love with it immediately last week when i was driving to the station, lonely, in the dark early morning. it's so lovely...check it out, if you feel like to!^^
taluuuuggooooo!!!!