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i looked out the window
into the neighbor's yard next door
where my little brother is swimming with other kids
he has a fucking t-shirt on
i guess this kid's "cocky-ness" is actually an act
breaks my heart to see that kid wearing a shirt
when he's not fat what so ever
i just really don't want him to be like me that's all
i have to struggle with this "low in confidence" bullshit all the fucking time
it consumes me as a person
i'm actually feeling really unworthy right now due to recent events
i hate feeling like i look/am shittie
it's one of the worst
uuugh ugh ugh!
no interest taken in me
into the neighbor's yard next door
where my little brother is swimming with other kids
he has a fucking t-shirt on
i guess this kid's "cocky-ness" is actually an act
breaks my heart to see that kid wearing a shirt
when he's not fat what so ever
i just really don't want him to be like me that's all
i have to struggle with this "low in confidence" bullshit all the fucking time
it consumes me as a person
i'm actually feeling really unworthy right now due to recent events
i hate feeling like i look/am shittie
it's one of the worst
uuugh ugh ugh!
no interest taken in me